This is a story of my life as I remember the actual events. This book is not an attempt to embarrass or cause harm to any of the participants. For that reason many of the people in this story have had their names changed or omitted entirely.

Some portions of this book deal with sexual abuse, including child molestation, incest and bestiality. These sections are not meant for titillation, there was nothing exciting about what occurred. It was brutal degradation and against all laws both civil and moral.

It is my sincere hope that the publication of this book may help to ease the anguish others maybe feeling; those who have suffered from similar circumstances. As for myself, this book serves a twofold purpose, the first being the closure of my nightmarish past and secondly the redemption of promises made to members of my families. My loved ones; both birth and adopted.

K. S. Thomas